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The Ocean Would Paint Me Blue

The Ocean Would Paint Me Blue

Zoulfa Katouh (Author) See More
Victoria Nassif (Narrator) See More
CELA Library
YOUNG ADULT FICTION
Magical Realism | Social Themes | Coming of Age
Emotions & Feelings , Death, Grief, Bereavement
Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
7 - 8
12 - 18
2026 Fall
Young Adult Fiction

Hardback
9780316351942
$25.99 CAD
English
06/02/2026

EPUB [reflow]
9780316352208
$16.99 CAD
English
06/02/2026

Digital Audiobook
9781668657515
$35.99 CAD
English
06/02/2026

Braille
XXX0000910
English
06/02/2026

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Description


From the celebrated author of As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow comes a poignant novel about a Syrian American girl who uses a magical sketchbook to turn her grief into art, painting miraculous murals of her mother’s life in Syria.

Seventeen-year-old Jihad Dabbagh has always seen life with a heightened sense for colors, one of many magical blessings the women in her family possess. But Jihad's gift changes depending on her mood. When depression sets in, the world is a colorless oasis, and in the wake of her mother's sudden death, the world has become a permanent shade of grey.

Broken by tragedy, Jihad's family doesn't believe her color loss. Her father sends her to the elite Braxton Academy to finish her senior year. There, Jihad's name and hijab put a target on her back. Her haven comes in the form of an old sketchbook carved from a tree in her hometown in Syria—a country she only knew through her mother's stories. Jihad hasn't picked up a brush in over a year, but finds herself channeling the colors of her hurt, pain, and grief as she paints the story of her mother's journey in Syria.

When graffiti of that same mural starts magically popping up all over New York, her art goes viral and the world takes notice, the threat of legal consequences is imminent. To reclaim her voice, Jihad will have to paint a new future for herself and Braxton, guided by the resilience of her mother's story.

Victoria Nassif Zoulfa Katouh

Review Quotes


"Jihad is an authentic mix of broken and iron-willed, and her dawning realization that her grief can be channeled into art that can both begin to heal her and help other people feel less alone is a powerful shift.”—BCCB
*“...an incredibly tense, unpredictable read...[fans will be] utterly invested in a vulnerable protagonist who survives betrayal, neglect, and loss, ultimately finding the strength to thrive.”—Booklist, starred review
*"A powerful, ­unflinching ­exploration of ­Islamophobia, identity, and grief.”—School Library Journal, starred review
"The portrayals of Syrian American identity, Muslim faith, and diaspora experiences are authentic and lyrical... Devastating and luminous."—Kirkus, Starred Review
"It’s a powerful exploration of injustice, identity, and the radical act of making oneself feel seen."—Publishers Weekly, Starred Review

Biographical note


Zoulfa Katouh is the award-winning and bestselling author of the novel As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow and The Ocean Would Paint Me Blue. Her books have been translated into over twenty-five languages and As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow was a Governor General’s Award finalist and a Yoto Carnegie Medal nominee. Zoulfa holds a degree in pharmacy and a master’s in Drug Sciences. She resides in Switzerland where she lives as a Studio Ghibli protagonist who is surrounded by a never-ending stack of books that keeps growing.